#302 Mixed Feelings.

What's up what's up what's upppppppp!!!!!! *sapu2 bahu ala2 niggah*

Assalamualaikum and good evening to all ladies and gentleman.

Tak payah nak formal sangat.

I'm so sorry, hilang tanpa kata-kata.

Jujur aku kata, college life is really just as busy as the bee constructing their food.

Jujurlah sayang aku tak mengapa.

And... there's a lot of things going on lately......

First, I've got no friends here in college. I mean... yeah. You heard me.

I've got no friends.

I'm having my lunch on my own, I performed my prayers alone, what's come to worst, I get annoyed when the lecturers said,

"And this is a group work. Please group yourselves into 4 people...-"

I got annoyed.

I love all my lecturers, and my classes as I participate 101% of myself in the class. But, after the class ended, I was like running towards Bambam to go home.

(Bambam is my... my car's name... and... She's a girl!)

Aku redha. Aku percaya ada 1001 hikmah kenapa Allah tarik nikmat kawan-kawan aku di kolej. Aku percaya ini hanyalah dugaan aku. Alhamdulillah, aku makin matang untuk berdepan dengan masalah.

Matang dalam definisi, AKU.

Bagi aku, maksud matang ialah cara kita kendalikan sesuatu masalah secara professional. 

Tahun lepas kita rasa diri ni dah matang.

Tapi, tahun ni kita rasa lebih matang.

Kan aku dah cakap.

Aku ni 18 tahun, tapi pemikiran aku macam orang berumur 32 tahun.

I don't know should I take it in a positive way,

or negatively-minded.

But, I know we should stay positive all the time.

Doakan aku yea, pembaca anonymous sekalian.

Second, 1st October haritu birthday aku. Siapa tak bagi hadiah lagi, tak wish lagi, tolonglah ringankan tangan anda ya hahaha

But... aku tetap akan rasa.... :

Semoga kita semua dilimpah ruahkan dengan kesabaran, dan rahmat rezeki dari Allah SWT. Aamiin.

Aliah Dini